Eating a wild canid might actually be for the faint of heart. Or so it went at the annual conservation event in Missoula, Montana.
Had I not known what I was eating, I might not have believed you when I finally found out. But the setting was the rambunctious 10th annual Backcountry Hunters & Anglers Rendezvous in Missoula, Mont. And when it comes to food, there’s always a lot of wild game on the table.
So, the unexpected is bound to happen.
This year, between the competitive Wild Game Cook-Off and folks’ personal grills, wild meat offerings ranged from omnivores like Alaskan grizzly bear to carnivores like Montana mountain lion. And some more common options were on display, from midwestern whitetails to east coast doves.
Additionally, a full bison was broken down in a group effort early in the weekend as part of an intricate learning experience. Montana Representative Tyson Running Wolf and his fellow members of the Blackfeet tribe led the proceedings with a blessing, songs, and shared knowledge. This, by the way, is worth a full watch.
And in a moment of communing, conservationist and public lands advocate Randy Newberg gifted the folks at Burch Barrel a hindquarter from a Montana wolf to prepare and share with attendees.
For me, the latter was the highlight — and exemplifier — of the Rendezvous experience.
A Shift in My Own Meat-Eating Paradigm

As someone who came to hunting as an adult, I’ve been wildly lucky with the variety of wild game I’ve eaten in the past 7 years.
I’ve eaten muskox, sandhill crane, caribou, bighorn sheep, mountain goat, black bear, mountain lion, and beaver — in addition to all of the more common wild game species like elk, moose, fish, bison, deer, and birds of all sorts.
Much of this was on the job and with friends in my time working on the show MeatEater, where much of what was hunted and cooked by Steven Rinella and others was shared across our then-small staff.
It was all good. Not a bite tasted “gamey” or gross. And not one animal was drowned in something to cover up a bad flavor. There was a congruency across the board — meat is meat.
These experiences made up an internal shift in my own gastronomical life. And I recalibrated my knowledge of the few animals that make up our industrial meat cycle. The world of food widens with a hunter’s understanding. It becomes more malleable, more tangible, and much more interesting.
And that nuance stretches across both taste buds and an ethical understanding of what the meat in our freezer entails.
Hunting: Death Fuels Life
No matter what we eat, a living being will shift from life to death in order to fuel our pursuits. Whether it’s the apple in my hand, the milled grain in my bread, the ingredients in a Lara Bar, or the pronghorn backstrap thawing on the counter, the cycle is unending.
For me, choosing to engage and get intimate in this cycle continues to reshape my personal connection to being. I don’t see the death of an animal as a definitive end, but as an extension into new forms of life.
And I regard it whether that life continues on in the bacteria and nutrients it shares with the living topsoil beneath it — or in a carefully tended roast that is passed around the table for dinner.
The preciousness given to conscious life sets an interesting hierarchical perspective to how we seem to approach our own very conscious lives. But in my experience as a hunter, the gap becomes ever more minuscule. I am able to touch the continuing process, partake in it, and hone a life around this connection.
I’ll break it down. A few years ago, had you offered me wolf, my horror would have mingled with my curiosity. I’m not sure whether I’d have said yes.
Suffice it to say, the process has been slow, now 7 years in the making. And really, what has become a spiritual and ecological awakening for me is simply a way of life for the traditional hunters that I know.
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